Inside of you there is a deep fire that runs so very deep. Itâs rooted in your CORE and itâs rooted in SOUL TRUTH.
This fire rages inside of you and try as you may to dampen it, to squash or suppress it with a blanket, THERE IS NO HOSE, NO FORCE, NO AMOUNT OF WATER OR SOCIAL CONDITIONING THAT COULD EVER PUT YOUR FLAME OUT.
You may run from it, hide from it, deny it or doubt it, but itâs there at the heart of you, waiting, WILLING, YEARNING for you to strike the match.
But you donât. Youâre âtoo spiritualâ to react.
Youâve fallen for the depressing soul sucking dogma and the sick AF spiritual conditioning.
âItâs not divinely feminineâ
âRespond, donât reactâ
âCome from a place of love alwaysâ
âAnger is a low vibrational stateâ
âSeek to be in joy & blissâ
âThere is ONLY unconditional loveâ
So then if you DO believe in unconditional LOVE, then why arenât you loving ALL OF YOU?
As a powerful Creator/Creatrix, you get to giveth live abundantly and you get to burn burn burn it away.
ITâS THE DEEP BURN.
The fire inside of you that burns so bright - is so beautiful - so original - so unstoppable - unshakable - and unique.
Itâs the transformational power of the cosmos working through you.
But yet you are weak.
You want to conform, you want to be accepted, you want to fit into a spiritual mould that has been created to keep you living a shallow, superficial existence.
You allow yourself to be affected by outside circumstances, influences and people.
You think itâs more acceptable to be like WATER, because you FEAR THE FIRE/POWER INSIDE OF YOU.
The unpredictability of Creation moving through you. What stays, what goes, the chaos, the destruction, the inner internal combustion.
THE LIFE. The NEW life that is born. You once had your wings stolen from you, you got burnt but now you created NEW WINGS for you to soar with.
To greater heights, higher heights - so high they could scare you. If you werenât rooted in your core and your soul truth.
I see you. Because I see myself in you.
I too have been afraid of heights, afraid of my power, afraid of my fire.
On so many occasions the fire nearly destroyed me and destroyed my life in general.
And not just me, but because I channel the cosmos & connect with supernatural power, then DARK FORCES can overtake me, possess me, work their twisted ways through me. And have done. It's a scary place to be.
So yeah, I reached for that fire hose. I took the fucking blanket. I signed up for a half-life where I managed to stub some of the fire out.
âBetter that wayâ
âLess damage that wayâ
âMore chance of happiness and success that wayâ
âPeople will accept me and love me more that wayâ
But thatâs not mastery.
And thatâs not fully trusting yourself.
Itâs giving away your power and accepting a life which is okay, even good/great, but letâs face it, for a CREATRIX, itâs simply mediocre.
You're bored. I was bored. Itâs dull AF not to be fully expressed.
If we came here to be tamed and suppressed then the best place for you to be is to continue to tune into and listen to flakey flakey whimsy washy BS from the spiritual community.
Most Spiritual Teachers tell you what they THINK you want to hear, not what they ACTUALLY think. They talk about unconditional love but they talk about it in a way that disarms you, dampens you, makes you give your power away. Because there is a wound inside of you playing out.
So you get shat on from great heights, you don't move the needle, you stop DOING THE THINGS YOU KNOW YOU SHOULD BE DOING and choose to be in servitude instead.
âLetâs just BEâ. Let's all mother fucking JUST BE.
HOW ABOUT BECOME?
BECOME ALL OF YOU.
Then, EVEN WHEN you channel super-natural power from the Cosmos, it will work to TRANSFORM, not taketh away. How can it not, itâs DIVINE power. It comes from a place of WHOLENESS IN YOURSELF - and itâs called Deep Trust & Self Mastery.
I donât know about you, but when I sit around all day meditating and not getting THE GOOD SHIT DONE, going off into prolonged spaces where the twinkly twinkly stars are and where I get the feeling (the illusion) of love, but my reality has not changed ONE JOT and Iâm still broke, still disconnected, still un-activated and still not creating an impact - THATâS WHEN I KNOW I HAVE NOT YET FULLY ACTIVATED & ACCEPTED MYSELF.
Because if I had, if YOU had, then youâd be where youâd need to be: RULING THE WORLD.
A Queen/King on the throne. The God/Goddess. The Empress/Emperor. The Creator/Creatrix. The True Source.
It IS about Self Love. But itâs not a kumbaya. Itâs about accepting THE DEEP BURN AS YOUR GATEWAY INTO ALL THAT YOU ARE.
And then going there. NOW. TODAY.
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