THE DEEP BURN PART 2 🔥🔥🔥
Integrity is a big topic and a big piece for all of us I know.
When I’m talking about integrity, yes I mean morals, yes I mean values, yes I mean how we treat one another & whether we follow through on our commitments and keep to our word - but the type of integrity I want to highlight is:
INTEGRITY TO BECOMING YOUR TRUE SELF.
Being out of integrity to my true self first came to my attention when I was in corporate. I remember saying to my best friend back when I was in my 20’s that I felt like a fraud, a fake.
I knew that I was wearing a mask of inauthenticity every time I stepped through the threshold of the office.
“How was your weekend?” They’d ask me:
“Relaxing, quiet” I’d answer.
ERRRR OKAY! My weekends in my 20’s were ANYTHING BUT relaxing and quiet hahahaha.
So why was it that I kept on the mask for so long after that? I thought that perhaps I could cheat the system, keep my secret safe. I mean I was telling my best and closest friends the truth, so did it really matter that I was lying to my boss and most of my colleagues?
I guess when it comes down to it, I was doing it for the same reasons most people do: The illusion of “security”.
Take the pay-check, sell your Soul, get up the next day, rinse and repeat.
I’ve been wondering recently if it’s really any different to being a prostitute. You’re still selling your Soul for money on a daily basis.
What was the straw that broke the camel's back for me, and it seems funny saying this now to you, was quite simply an Oracle Card I pulled. It spoke about integrity and needing to come into integrity in all areas of my life. And I thought yeah, you’re right.
Guidance comes from everywhere. The question is: Are we listening right?
A few days after pulling that card I put a post up on my FB wall declaring that I was going to be leaving corporate, bringing ALL my life into integrity and ONLY following my Soul from now on.
That was back in 2015 and I’ve not looked back since.
Not to say there haven’t been times since also. In my quest to embody the highest version of me, it’s been a huge task of discerning what is and what isn’t in integrity. You may be the same as me.
And the thing is, that what felt once to you like it was in integrity, then stops feeling that way and things change.
Like 2021 - who I was at the start of it, is not who I have become.
Integrity has been a big piece for me again this year and it started with the simple (but complex) question: “What do I want?”.
And when I looked both around me and inside of me, I saw huge gaps and pockets of areas that did not feel expansive, aligned or fun. I was still clinging on to OLD energy, a place where I HAD been - a bit like I’d done in corporate.
It wasn’t that my business or money was doing bad, we were still making what you’d call “real money” - high 5, 6 figure months that did come from a place of Soul Purpose. But the truth is that I’d become a bit bored with my creations….
What I noticed was that I was spending too much time and energy doing the stuff that doesn’t light me up (managing other people, putting energy into some of the more ‘traditional’ forms of coaching/internet marketing), and that I’d lost some of the very magic that fuelled me to create all this in the first place. Which was:
My Creative Fire.
Un-intentionally I’d become quite severed from my life-force.
Even after taking the WHOLE of August off and only working 2.5 day weeks, while taking the 4th week of each month off, still earning $80k/$100k months - I still needed more space!
Because I’d fallen out of integrity with MY SOUL NOW WANTS and was holding onto old energy.
As a Creator/Creatrix, I LOVE to create. New stuff, random stuff, shit that feels exciting, fresh, creative, connected, aligned to my truth.
As a Messenger, I LOVE to communicate. Speaking, writing (preaching!). And I don’t mean just ‘teach’ (although I like that occasionally too), I mean express my core essence & LEAD.
As a transformer, I hate to be static. I hate to stand still. I hate feeling held back by anyone or anything internal or external. That I have to slow down, or stick to one thing for ages consistently.
I like to become NEW. Repeatedly. To reinvent who I am. To burn away what’s no longer in integrity, thus stepping into the vastness of the fresh energy/space it creates. Then exploring that. And seeing how it activates me.
Maybe you are the same.
Or maybe right now you’re in that OUT of integrity place that I described. You’ve sold your soul for less than who you are. You’ve prostituted yourself and your integrity.
Only you can decide if it’s temporary.
THE DEEP BURN is not necessarily about burning down ALL of your creations (although a few teeny tiny bonfires here and there for us inner arsonists is only fair) - it’s about finding the fire INSIDE of us, reigniting it and going there.
Everything then must shift to that new frequency and what doesn’t - simply falls away.
My NEW creation: THE DEEP BURN is coming. But before we burn you must first CONNECT.
In order to go into the fire and stay there, so the flames can burn away what IT’S TIME to be released - you MUST first connect to YOUR CORE.
As in: BE ROOTED to your Core Truth.
Because then I’m gonna burn your house down.
Meaning alllll the faulty wiring you got going on.
THE DEEP BURN IS COMING. BE ON THE LOOKOUT FOR IT.
Until then, let’s get you prepared, connected, and ready for the ride of your life.
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In just a few days time I’m putting the price up, so give yourself the gift of REMEMBRANCE OF YOURSELF today.
Until we burn, baby.
Ariella
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